FoReVeR

My sister passed away this morning. It is hard to believe that after all we have done and fought eachother and our family, I am thinking to myself if it is even worth it. My parents knew that Kate was going to die eventually, but when it was going to happen was just unknown.
I am going to miss Kate. She was my best friend. We did everything together, even when she was sick. I just have a pitty in my stomach from all the times that we fought over nothing. Everyone has regrets in life, and I will say this is going to be my biggest one throughout it all. She fought a good life through this all, and in the end I know now she is a happy little girl up in Heaven. She is no longer suffering or having to go through any treatment.
I wish my sister the best and hope she is sitting up in Heaven waiting and watching over me, because really if it was not for her, I would not be living. Although I do wonder to myself my parents would’ve been a lot happier without me around, but that is just besides the point.
Everyday I wonder what the past is going to look like. I am going to visit the ocean and mountains when I want to be closer to Kate, which is where she told me to go when I am having a bad day. It is just so peaceful when I do go there and reminisce. I am going to miss you Kate.